Dear God, I’m uncertain of the trajectory you have me on now. I understand you have once again called a pond me. I understand it is your plan that creates the peaks and valleys throughout this path you have chosen for me. However, for the first time God, I don’t understand. God, I’m unable to see the direction I’m traveling in, and for the first time I feel completely lost. It’s a strange sensation to be moving but still feel as though you are standing completely still.