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I am broken, well bruised actually. I don’t know how to feel right now. I just had a proper fight with my Prince Charming. I don’t think he is coming back because we don’t have fights, we are always happy. He leads a hectic life and a fight is something he doesn’t have strength for, so today I may have committed an offense that’s unforgivable due to the dynamics of this relationship. I don’t really know what came over me. Between the fear of losing him or letting him go, it was all too much and I just exploded. I was very cold, actually piercing cold to say the least. Immediately after I hung up, I broke down. Something tells me I needed to break down this way before it was too late. I hate this country.
Something about it makes me really sad and with no sight of my Prince Charming I might not make it. I miss him so much and just want to hold him and never let go. But of course, I might never see him again or hear from him. I guess it wasn’t a fairytale ending after all, rather a nerve wrecking. I feel like a piece of me has died. I last felt like this when my first boyfriend dumped me, except this time I won’t beg him not to leave as I know better now. I will live and cherish all the memories. I think I might have loved him as I have never felt so strongly about someone like this before. Oh God what have I done…
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